I went to an amusement park and found the roller coaster ride that is more fun than what my fractured friend provides for me. It was great! Not only did I find one but several and then I got another message or two. I am truly stumped. Could it possibly be a New Year’s Resolution to be a better person and a better friend this year? It hasn’t happened in all the years prior but when I seem to be having a good time with others and keeping my distance for my own sanity they pop up. Stumped truly by what is happening.
I’m still trying to figure out everything and struggling. I want them in my life but don’t want the drama.It is difficult but there is so much history at the same time.
Its hard and although it has been very painful I’ve been making it through. They want to reconnect according to the emails I just don’t know how to go about it.